Look. I’m one screwed up almost-adult. In 14 days I will officially be in my twenties. I’ve had a sucky life and I’m not here to complain or rant about how my om did this and my dad did that but I’m writing this because I need someone to understand. Someone to talk to me. I need a friend. I don’t want to die.. well, this second anyway. ButÂ usually do. My only best friend in the world wants to send me away. She doesn’t even understand and she always yells and gets angry. I need someone I can talk to who wants to listen. […]
I’m 19 years old and I’m a cutter.
I’ve never kept friends very long and I can’t remember my last real ‘happy’ day.
My brother died on me five years ago and today wou’dve been his 21st birthday.
I currently have one true ond only friend only she gets angry and completely shuts down when she sees my cuts. I don’t do it for attention and I don’t even mean for her to see them. It just happens. Like when I’m changing or If I’ve just gotten out of the shower.
I just need someone to understand I guess.