I dont know what else to do he loves me but doesnt love me. I love him and i want him it has been over a year an a half i should be over him right i dont think so i love him and i always will he was everything i wanted and looked for in a guy and i lost that. i just us again the laughing the happiness. im tierd of being depressed everyone can see the pain. he says he loved me and he wants me but the girl he was with he loved her too they broke up and what about […]
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I feel alone dark and completly gone from everything. I want to be gone. im only 15 i shouldnt be this way i should be having fun and not thinking this way. it feels like the only option. why cant i just be gone and way from everyone just take me away. i dont want to be here. no one cares. i have the best fiance every but i just wanna be gone!!!!!!!!!!
I love how i always get told “your beautiful, your so skinny, you are good enough for anyone” when will people realize i am not beautiful i am not skinny and i will never be good enough for the one i want to be with. I want to be with him but i am not like his girlfriend. even though he always tell me i really like you i want to be with you but we cant cuz im with her. why cant i be good enough. i have never felt this strong about someone and i dont understand how he cant see that i […]
im done! i have been lied to, cheated on,and completely steped all over. im done maybe someone will miss me when im gone!!!!!!!!!
My heart beats
But I want it to stop
i cant take this pain
it has gone on to long
do i have to go on now
why not just take me out of here
i mean im just going to die anyway
I need a way out
I can’t stand this anymore
This pain is overwelming
Can’t anyone see i need a way out!
This is not how i pictured me
I never pictures being in so much pain
This life sucks
My friends have left me
My boyfriend has not been acting the same
My so called best friend
Well she completely hates me
My ex wants me back
But my mom wont let it happen
I’m going to wind up hurting myself.
If he doesn’t take me now he will never forgive me.
Please, You said you would never put
Me through so much […]
People keep asking questions i dont want to answer…
They keep saying i will find the answer.
But when, when will i ever find
the answer in my mind
they tell me im beautiful and i have an amazing life ahead of me
well screw them i have nothing to look foward too
because the one for me has left me life
and he will never come back
i tell him i love him and he says it back
i just want to know what he says behind my back.
I love him with all my heart and everything more
but im not willing to stay here if he is not mine
my heart is black
my world […]
I’m only 14 and i cant stand this life. My heart is completly broken my mom is a ***** and always wants me to be miss perfect and my dad wants me to be pro at sports and my friends just dont uinderstand any more. the only true person that understands is a guy that im dating but he has another girlfriend and for some reason im ok with it. But i dont see him alot so i dont get to talk to him. i could care less if i died tonight. Honestly i wish something or someone will kill me tonight. No one will […]
I lost the love of my life to some skanky girl in the grade below me. I lost my mind forever ago. Ive lost meaning in living. ive gave up on caring. ive gave up on trying to be the person my parents want me to be. im done be treated like shit. no cares about me so why even be here. my sister attemted suicide maybe i should too. i mean then i know someone would care. i hate this life. Nothing is getting any better i believe my ex then he breaks me down again by dating one of my friends. everyone tells […]
I feel so trapped in this life! i want out i dont care anymore. i just wish i could be alone for 5 mins so i could kill my self and just end all this pain. my moms a *****. my dads an asshole. and my family just dont understand me at all. someone please talk to me! i just wish i could be gone and be out of everyones way. not to bother them anymore. Damn why cant i make up my mind on how i want to die! i have this feeling that i should die because im just a person in everyones […]
I’m 13 and I have to much on my mind i fee like i am a burden to everyone. i feel like im just a person in everyones way. i am very covinced that everyone would be happier without me here. my friends tell me that im a big part of their life but i still feel like i dont belong. i have never cut before. i have done so much research on suicide but the more i think and get more weight on my shoulders i get more stressed and i start to plan how to kill myself. i just need advice. so far […]