Why am I so emotionless. I don’t express much emotions to my family, or to the few friends that I have. I have made three failed suicide attempts and now i’m kind of tired of the attempts but there is something deep down that is telling me to try again. I try to stay away from these thoughts because the more I think of them, I get depressed, embarrassed, and I feel more ashamed. I’m a very sensitive guy that take things too personally. Not only that, I don’t “understand” much. More and more as I begin to start observing myself, it appears that I […]