Why should I continue living when icant even love myself and hurt everyone who even cares about me. Not that theres many that do but i always seem to self destruct and push you away. I love you and im sorry i hurt you. I deserve to hurt myself. I feel like i need to punish myself. Even the easy things seem hard and i cant even do those right. Who cares. I dont. Why should i continue hurting inside and to you. I love you i hope you know that. Its hard to see i know maybe i dont know how to love. I […]