Close to doing it
Hello, I am from a southeast Asian country. I don’t really know this website until my old friend introduced this to me 6 years ago. He’s from the USA and I met him online. From then on, I kept reading posts from random strangers who had different stories to tell. I felt the belongingness that I kept on searching for all of my life. I stopped.. because it’s consuming me. 4 years after, I am here again. There is this sadness that I don’t even know where it is coming from. It keeps on haunting me. Every night. Every time I’m alone. Always. It’s like there is a missing part of me that I haven’t discovered yet. I don’t know what it is. I want to be free.
(are you still here?)