I’d like to make it all stop, even though i know its not the right thing. I wouldn’t have to guts to do it, i wouldn’t be that stupid becuase i know it’s not the right thing for me. There is so much more out there. But i dont feel like going on with what i’m doing in my life. I at some point want to die, and want to disappear. I don’t give a shit about many of the people who seems to care for me, and i’m so tired of it all. I wanna go, but i dont want the action to take […]
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JustThoughts
Just the other day i woke up in the middle of the night, I had a nightmare. I just stopped seeing my girlfriend and she has allready moved on. That hurts me, sure it does. But i dreamt that i walked into her house, she was sitting with her new guy and, i pulled out at gun and blew my own head of. I woke up, terrified of what i had dreamt, and i couldn’t let the thought go. Everytime i am doing anything, i am thinking about how it would be, if i got up and killed myself, right now. And often my life […]