My friend killed herself two weeks ago and this weekend I have to go and visit her brother, I want to because I love him very much but this is all too much for me and I feel like my boyfriend can not handle what I have to say, I feel guilty about so many things. My head is pounding. I am just watching time tick away knowing that I really don’t matter that much at all in the grand scheme of things, my feelings are not taken as seriously as they should be by me or anyone else. I am drowning.
Since I was […]
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