I am 20, and try everyday to keep away from thigns like cutting/smoking etc. I once cut myself really bad, and freaked out the love of my life. He left. I dont know. It is difficult for me to deal with that. I know that he wasnt worth it anyway, if he didnt help me then and just left. Â I was so scared. I didnt mean to cut myself. It was an empty threat! I have never seen so much blood in my life. I spent the whole day cleaning the room and trying to find a way to stop bleeding. I have a huge […]