I only get about 20% of what I want. I work hard in so many things.  It has been this way for years. I just live with it until now. It has been bothering me. I have been struggling with these thoughts for a while now. I have become a great actress. My husband is clueless on my feelings. My friends and coworkers samething. I have mastered such an art about crying and screaming through the day. Thursday was Thanksgiving and I was crying at the table. I was talking to my family and the tears just started going down my face and no one noticed. I […]