I can’t do this; I’m done. I’ve lost every attachment. I’ve lost it all. I’m going to either end it tonight or tomorrow. At BEST, I’ll consider a week. I’m not going to get in to details.
I have questions. The first one is this: If I suddenly die, short of a will, can I decide who gets my car? Is there a way to prepare for that?
Second: Should I die in a location where I will soon be found, or out in the middle of nowhere? I think the logical choice would be to be found soon so everything can wrap up quickly. Plus I’d like my body to not be mutilated, rotted and half eaten during the funeral.
Third: Is this site private? Will I be reported for so much as planning it? If so please warn me so I can delete this and not be thrust even deeper into hell. Please, I beg you if that’s the case.
As per my tradition, I’ll leave you with a selfie. Took this one on a ridiculously long walk tonight. Yeah I’m hurt. Yeah I look like a crying *****.