I’ve spent some time now reading stories and thoughts from the others here. I’ve really been wanting to say how brave it all is. Its brave to say what you feel inside because many people never get that courage. Like me. I have never found that courage. But I think I may now. Suicide has become a daily contemplation and its really beginning weigh me down. I have been through this before, but its a bit worse this time around. I get very scared of myself. Its like I get into these modes of feeling too calm. If that makes sense. I could be in […]