Love is just a word
Not even a feeling because if it were things would be different I hate people who say that your not alone. Apparently we are if we have to talk online about the way we feel. My heart has turned to coal the one I thought I loved well maybe he’ll see me in the afterlife if there is such a thing. I feel as if I’ve already died I am already transparent nobody would ever miss me.
Killme03
my heart hurts I sit in bed and think for hours why the hell does it hAve to be me why? There’s nothing that seems to take away the pain and just thinking about him makes me realize he’ll never be mine. Why go through that suffering why do it when I can make it stop why do I deserve to be this? Between the shit at home and school I just can’t do it.
The only thing close to living is living in the dark. You think you know someone but they’re intirely different. I sit on the side lines thinking why, why can’t he see me is it maybe because I’m already dead or because I refuse to be labeled as alive?
Secrets surround the darkness within
The lies that I trusted for so long
All for nothing
What’s life worth living for
If all of it is nothing but a
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Holy S*** everything is dieing hopes dreams people theres so much pain in this world it drowns out the good. The pain of a lost relationship or failed project brings me down about 6 feet under one day I will be gone might as well make it soon
so many things not to live for so many things that bring pain so many things hurt in so many ways so many things can kill me. Should I take a sleeping pill and drown or should I hang myself from the balcony. Either way I want to die and I want it done soon. A broken heart hurts very little compared to the pain my pain that only brings suffering. I die soon with my heart with my family on my mind I die a slow painful death but aren’t we all?
Life sucks I plan on doing it quick and easy but need something to take away the pain first what’s a good pain killer.
I’m alone in this messed up world. No home No family No where I want to go. They say being independent Is a gift that only few come by. Well they’re wrong I’m hated by my family called stupid everyday. What is there ever to live for?