i pushed myself to get out of bed today to go to work
just to find i dont know if i can put on that fake front
for anyone anymore. i’m scared to let anyone get close
to me again. im tired of being hurt and abandon by
people who say that they love me. i’m just so tired of
hurting inside and hiding it. i hope i can make it thru
today. i feel so sick and my hands are shaking so bad
i can barley type. i just want evething to go away.