for as long as i can remember i have never wanted to live. even as a kid i have just always felt uncomfortable living, and just being me. i tried killing myself a lot in high school. i tried pills, knives, and a gun. i know a gun and im still writing this. the dang thing didn’t fire. don’t know why. so i figured that im just immortal so i started burning my self with anything i could heat up and stick to my body. now i am 23, i still hate living, just even more now. i have given up hope on all my […]