I tried to change a man that would never change.
I tried to see someone in you that wasn’t real.
I tried to help you love and forgive though I couldn’t do the same.
I tried to love a man that would never love me, that I would never love.
I tried to see a life that couldn’t exist.
I tried to be happy with someone that made me terribly unhappy.
I tried to, and I failed.
I’m pregnant now, and I’m married, and I’m lost and alone.
I don’t know what love is
I wish I did
I’m so sorry Daniel, so sorry for being a black hole in search of light.
I can’t live with you, I can’t live with myself, I can’t live in this world.
I hope for your life, that you forget about mine.
I wasn’t meant for you and everyday this is clearer to me.
You don’t love yourself or anyone else. I don’t love myself but I love who I can be, and who I can be will never be with you, you will drown me in quick sand and I’ll suffocate.
Luis, I wish I had stayed in Mexico, I wish I would have stayed with you. It hurts terribly.
My heart hearts, my head hurts, my everything hurts.
I am not who I needed to be and I’m not with who I needed.