Pepper

Im overwhelmed. By what? Everything.
Specifics? None.

I just dont have the energy, most people would call me a huge disappointment spending all my time online. I just feel like shit and want to disappear. I wrote once that i self sabotage and got the question “any idea on why you self sabotage?”, i really dont know. Its all just shit and i cant bear with it. I think im having exestensial crisises a little too often, like i fucking exist? Like i am in this fucking body i move arm up i move arm down. And then i start thinking “what the fuck […]

What am I doing here, not just on this website, on this account. What is my purpose? Sounds pretty intriguing imo but I dont really think about it, I dont think there was a reason for me writing the first part other than it sounding nice. I don’t know why i decided to create an account here, reading these posts gave me a sort of feeling. I don’t feel alone anymore, reading these posts have made me realize how many of you could relate to what I’m feeling, a lot of you have it way worse than I have yet I’m the one doing the […]