maybe im just having a bad day. sometimes i hate myself for no reason. well there is a reason. but idk what it is. maybe its just a bunch of reasons all jumbled together. i confuse myself with my thoughts. i can write a whole essay about how sad i am and how i want to die but then five minutes later i could read it again and be like ‘lol i dont feel that way at all’ and be in an amazing mood. ill probably do that after i write this too. idk its just weird. i think most of this is just that […]