I’m the guy who wrote the two “Just want to be heard” posts.
I couldn’t find anywhere to post a poem I have on my mind, so figured I’d share it with all of you.
Before I do though I will tell you all that obviously, I didn’t attempt suicide suicide the other day,
and I thank all of you who gave me some advice, even the one who told me I was out for attention,
even though I wasn’t. I wrote that because I’ve found that if I can write about my feelings, get them
off my chest and out where someone in the […]
krag
It’s me again. I made an appointment with a counselor, but they canceled on the day of the appointment.
I really don’t know what to do. I could call them back, and make another appointment, but during my wait
for my first appointment my thoughts of suicide increased. Tonight I sit here looking up different ways
to commit suicide, and finding that my old resources for keeping myself alive have grown smaller, the voice
telling me the consequences and the emotions my family will go through has become quieter. I sit here tonight
feeling like there is a bubble inside my head. There is a […]
I’ve been suicidal for as long as I can remember. I attempted once, took a bunch of sleeping pills. The worst feeling in the world is waking up the next day after attempting suicide and having to deal with your family and the questions. To fully understand this I guess I’ll start from the beginning.
My father left before I could remember. My first few memories are of my first step-father trying to get my mom to go out with him. One night while they were having sex I started to cry, as most children do I thought he was hurting her. So he gave me […]