Hello. I am a 15 year old High School student. My parents only punish me. No one likes me. Every girl i try to talk to rejects me and laughs in my face. Almost all of my friends use me. I think im the ugliest person ever to exist. I am the most average person. I have nothing to contribute to the world. I am looking for a way out.
I have tried cutting myself, but I am a coward and I can not cut deep enough. I have tried hanging myself but the rope broke and it was very painful for the seconds i was choking out. I have tried to O.D. but I just threw the pills up.
At this point I have nothing to live for.