I haven’t been on this site since June and as I’ve been reading my posts I can see that I’ve gotten better. I no longer hate myself this much and I found some things I’m not-that-bad at. I still barely leave my bed though. I always want to sleep but I can’t fall asleep so quickly so I just lie in my bed in some embryonal position for hours. I think I’m just gonna wait for death. There is nothing to look forward to and there never will be. It’s a shame humans don’t hibernate for winter like other mammals
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Do you ever want to kill yourself just because you’re so horribly ashamed of who you are?
I don’t hate my life, I don’t even feel sorry for myself, I simply hate myself . I’m so worthless and I feel guilty just for being alive because I know that I’m annoying and difficult to deal with and everyone would be better off without me. I just want to disappear so people don’t have to look at me anymore. I’m such a waste of space, I should be fucking dead by now. I also believe everyone wants me to be dead too. I […]
Do you ever just want to off yourself but you’re just unable to? Not because you lack the courage or because you don’t want to hurt others (everyone would be better off without me anyway) but just because you don’t have enough resources? You see all those people overdosing or cutting their wrists but you don’t have anything you could possibly overdose neither you have any sharp tool to cut your wrists with? Sometimes you put a plastic bag over your head because you just want to disappear and you hope that maybe this time you won’t have to take it […]
Do you think depression can be self-induced sometimes?
The only way to get rid of my problems is to get rid of myself. Because I am the problem.
Hello, it’s my first time posting here as I can’t fall asleep and I need to vent my feelings.
I have no reason to be alive and I don’t know why am I still here. Well, actually the only reason why I haven’t killed myself yet is because I don’t want to hurt my parents and because I don’t have anything to kill myself with. I was thinking of doing it after school but until then I can just hope to die in a car crash or something like this. I may also give myself some time as things might get better but the chances […]