Just smoking weed again, but my pets around me so its cool ……… having pizza too mmmm Peace love Happiness
is smoking a joint!!!
Im feeling so much better now
Did a whole bunch of laundry, The old man friend came into town and we bought a whole bunch of fancy soft off label Cat food and dog food, drank some vodka and went out to eat. I hate that I get so bitter and hateful I hate that I dont mind going to jail, I have attacked strangers in public before I hit them in the face ,Harrased them and told them mean things.. When cops and security come im always upset and crying it gets resolved and charges never get pressed so most of the time I stay in the house now. I smoke a lot of pot (weed) Plus im also on Facebook a lot ……. I have like four diagnoses but there pretty old, I drink vodka all the time now im pretty much just a schizophrenic now, you know like trying to survive? “Im pretty burnt out” but etc etc I have a ton of juicy stuff to say ill reveal it later…….
Well I do have a hello kitty tattoo. thats cute right? on my inner wrist Im not a cutter as fucked up as my life has been I didnt cut up my wrists, but I So Can relate I wanted to, but i didnt I couldnt embarrass my mom like that <\3 smoking a joint ,more later
If anyone can get this last clip of scene and maybe put it on youtube or provide a link, that would be great
my depression fixer
I just have a lot of anger issues, The Medication does greatly help I take Depakote i also take lexapro and some other one and lorazapam, I just want to fuck up some people, But i already been to jail a few times and it aint worth it there trash , there my past , and im so so so so above them …………………………….. gotta stay focused
Im just filthy depressed man, im a 28 year old decent looking girl from california. I turn 29 in Novemeber. Theres a lot to my background story BUt I have been taking Anti=psychotic meds and depression meds for about a year and a half now ,I have took them when I was younger I also currently receive disability insurance with the state Many problems Right I now I live with fam ,I have three duis I just got out of jail in Feb, Many things ill eventually share more later but had to spill this now !
sucked up and dry ,enough