I have no friends acquaintances or family. Alone and depressed for nearly 60 years. I keep getting an image of reaching for a gun to bring relief. I made a serious attempt in 1989 with more than a gallon of poison. Why I survived I do not know. For anyone that thinks a person that does not succeed isn’t serious, bull. I have met guys that jumped from the Golden Gate, shot themselves in the head, taken cyanide and lived. In fact the ones that don’t really intend to die are the most likely to survive. I have been on antidepressants for 40 […]