I have attempted suicide before, my brother took me to the hospital. It has been a year. I’m 14 now. And I’m getting in a low point. I don’t want my family to hate me for hurting myself. I really want to know what going mute would do. I’ve thought about it. I mean, I’d be saying little to nothing so it’d be almost as if I wasn’t there. And people only notice me when I talk.Help??