I want to die so fucking bad but I don’t want anybody to blame themselves. I also don’t want anybody to be upset. I would have done it already
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LetTheOceanTakeMe
I don’t know what to do. It all started with anxiety from wrestling. Never wanting to lose, pretty normal right. Even when I was almost always winning I didn’t want to wrestle with the fear I would lose. When the season ended that anxiety should have went away, wrong. It got worse but It wasn’t about wrestling or athletics. Not about school or relationships. I couldn’t put my finger on what was causing this mass hysteria in my life. During the summer it just got worse, with many reasons contributing to my panic. Mom went to rehab for the first time. Starting slicing my wrists […]