January 5th, 2007, a bright little girl was brought into this world. With her “Happy mother” and “Health Father”. 13 years ago she was happy.
12 years ago her dad became an alcoholic and sick
11 years ago her grandma got cancer
10 years ago her grandma died
9 years ago her brother killed himself
8 years ago she was being bullied
7 years ago her sister tried to commit suicide
6 years ago her dad almost died
5 years ago she was raped
4 years ago her family broke apart
3 years ago she started to cut
2 years ago she tried to kill herself
1 year ago her family lost themselves
Today she’s in the hospital almost dead for an overdose
It’s February 1, 2020. In the simplest terms life has been nothing but a cluster fuck. I just don’t seem a reason to keep living. I have relapsed on many occasions. I found this website in hopes of finding people that will understand what it’s like to just want to give up on life. I can’t seem to wrap my head around this. But basically I’m a lesbian and my girlfriend of 2 years was cheating on me. She told me to kill myself before she left me so now I’m honestly considering it. I don’t believe in heaven of hell. I think that when you die your spirt just sits around the world and watch the rest of everyone fuck up everything even more. Oh well thats my nightly thought- lilsuicideangle007
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