What’s their problem?
What do they know?
It might not seem like a big deal to them,
but maybe it’s because they don’t know the full story
and haven’t been through anything close to as heart breaking as it.
Some kid comes up to me and says “When someone gets bad grades they cut themselfs or for any stupid pointless reason” I felt so agrivated and sorry. I was agrivated because of him, and I felt sorry because his girlfriend was a straight up cutter like me. I wanted to bash his face in so much, but since I can’t risk gettig suspended I didn’t. […]
Lock and Key
Lock and Key
I'm still in highschool. I'm a recovering cutter, with my bestfriend being the only person helping me.
The words I’ll never get to say stream down my face.
The world is filled with haters.
The bullies waiting for there next prey.
Families falling apart because of one suicide attempt almost a total succeed and no one understanding the silent pain.
The question:
“Are you insane?”
“Why would you do that?”
“Does it hurt?”
“Is it for attention?”
The words that hurt more than my razor:
“Posser!”
“You should continue cutting yourself!”
“No one cares!”
“Waist of oxygen!”
“You should stop.”
And more and more.
The words fill my head I spin trapped in dispare.
Why can’t the world stay silent?
Suicide is all I feel in me. I attempted to kill myself ever since I was seven. I felt like ever since my dad died before I even went to kinder my life was nothing, and that’s coming from a five year old.
I’ve been ignored by my mom and younger brother and when they do pay attention it’s just so they can see my reaction after they put me down, but to them I’m the one in the wrong.
When I was seven my mom would beat me and my brother, I would sit in the corner and hide my tears and try […]