I can get assorted downers, weed, and of course I’ve been making plain old alcohol for the better part of a decade now. I’ve been telling others they shouldn’t do this kind of stuff for a long time because it’ll most likely be a ***** to get out of after, not to mention the chance of getting arrested and everything else. I’m finding myself more and more into drinking the feelings away and have been mixing that with otc depressants to push it further for the last couple of months though. Could take that next step. Might even be able to sell some drugs for a better income. No one’s got my back even though I’m supposed to have theirs. Really am starting to wonder why I have any of these morals at all I guess. What have those morals even done other than stopped me from living my life the way I want to?
Just random thoughts, random questions I’m asking myself “out loud” on here right now.