i wish i wasn’t born in my faith. that way i could sleep around with guys that i find physically attractive. why?? because i don’t feel those emotions. i’ve never loved someone. i’ve never had an actual crush. if i didn’t have my faith…i could satisfy the emptiness in my heart, in my soul.
i am waiting for the right person, someone whom i will love with all my heart. but…. i think that that person doesn’t exist. not a single bit have i felt. i feel hollow.
whatever. whilst reading this, i have no idea what i’m trying to say….