During my 20s I used to fantasise about going in to the woods in the middle of the night. Find an empty isolated clearing in the woods, miles away from any civilisation. Dig my grave. Shoot myself in the head. Then proceed to bury my dead body in the grave. Shoveling the dirt over my dead body. Patting down the soil on top. Then I stand back, feel relieved and happy because I did it all on my own. Then I dissappear. Because I’m dead.
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One month ago a 59 year old colleague died during his lunch break. It was usual for my colleague would go to his car in company car park every day at 1pm, eat his lunch for the first 15 minutes and then snooze for 45 minutes before going back to work. On this particular day, he never returned from back after his lunch break. No one noticed he was missing as everyone assumed he was either in meetings or in different part of the large building we work at. At 4.30pm, the production staff finished work. Someone noticed he was in the slumped in the […]
It’s probably been asked here before but would like to know the thoughts of you guys here…
This is based on the film The Box.
If you could press a button that would end your life pain free and instantly but it would also mean the end of all humanity at the same time would you do it?
Now before you all rush to answer “yes”, I’d like you to consider that it would include your friends and family. Your friends and family who may have recently announced that they’re pregnant, had a newborn baby, about to go on their dream holiday, got engaged, just overcome cancer, about […]
I think about God a lot. Most of the time I’m just angry at him for making me this way. For allowing me to be a depressive. I think of all you guys out there that visit this site. I think how we all feel. How many millions there are in the world that are so messed up and unhappy. How God just stands by and allows this to happen. I believe most us here are just made this way. That we can’t help how we think and feel. That medication is a substitute to replace the norm that is within us. That some of […]
… Permanently.