I have been researching suicide obsessively. I ended a relationship about a year ago and have since come to realize it was the biggest mistake that I have ever made. I knew when it was ending that I was entering the abyss and I still did it. Now I am unable to function and all I can think about is what I would have said or done. It seems like alot of the people here have been screwed over by situations that are out of their control whereas I am the cause of mine. I cannot forgive myself. I am waiting a little bit longer […]