I feel that I will never be loved by men or by friends. I cant act like a normal person and others see that and it turns them off. I feel even worse cause it does not make sense, i have everything I need in life but i cant be happy because i cant act sane. I have wanted to die since I was 6 but I feared death and could never do it.
I want to die but there is someone I love and I would not want to hurt him. I tried to do it with hydrocodone this Wednesday, but I called this […]