This may be triggering for some, so dont continue if you think it will. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore…
Over the past three years, I have lost several important people in my life. Most of them walked out of my life purposefully without a goodbye; one died due to a disease we both are affected by. However, all of them have left me to wander through life stranded and alone. All of them took pieces of me away slowly and now nothing is left worth preserving.
So that is why I am here tonight: to tell everyone why I an ready and willing to die. I mean, what other reason do I have for living besides suing in the end?
I don’t know how I’m going to do it yet, but that is not far behind in the planning process. What I am really trying to think about is if I should leave a note or not.