So I fell asleep with thoughts of ending my life on my birthday. I contemplated on how Id do it, the things Id use and how long it would take…. Then sleep fell upon me. I ended up dreaming of rain followed by gray charcoal skies. Im not sure what it meant or what it was trying to get at, but I woke up hoping for the best of my day. I get to school and yea my thoughts of loosing hope fade as they do every morning, untill I get to english. My teacher says “well arent you looking “kinda” cute. I followed by a […]
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M.G.C
Im 17 and completly lost. My birthday isnt too far. My life isnt as hard as others might have it. Everythin in it is fine, but myself. I dont have a clue to why I often feel so alone and helpless. Even in the days that I wake up happy and feeling great: behind everything im feeling overhelmed. Im very emotional but I try my beat to control it. Ive overdose twice in my life but have failed only to make myself look stupid. I dont have many friends but the few I have i am grateful for. They know of my atempts to kill […]