I’ve been doing pretty good lately. I’m in a happy relationship, and I’m going to college this year. Everything’s been pretty good. Yes, I still can’t help ut feel like there’s no point anymore. So yeah I’m happy, but I know that it doesn’t matter because later I’ll be sad again. All good things come to an end right? And there’s still so much going on in my life that hasn’t bene resolved and everyone says “Wait for it.” but it hasn’t happened yet. I’ve spent my whole life waiting. I’m tired. I really am.