I received some advice from someone on this site telling me to make a door open. So today I used that advice an am trying to put my life back together. I know I have a long road ahead but I will try. I have found so many good people on this web site and thank them all because I was never this close to suicide as I was this week. I am not out of the woods but am looking for the trail to lead me to piece with myself.
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Well, another day goes by and another day thinking about suicide to relieve the pain. I try to move forward but no matter how hard I try I just cannot. What happen to that saying when one door closes one will open? I feel like all doors keep closing on me and I am in a cold, dark room with no way out. No one seems to understand how I feel. I am not looking for a free ride from my family I just want a chance to restart my life and get on the right track. I am so scared, confused, and alone.
To all my friends who are dealing with the pain. Thank you all who commented on my post. I do not like people leaving a joke. This is not the time to joke.
I am a 49 year old man who has had the worst year of my life. I am suffering from depression and even thou I am getting help it is not working. I see someone every other week and also take two types of depression meds. 2010 has been the worst year of my life. My wife of 13 years left me in June. She was the love of my life. I was so in love with her I would of done anything for her. I never cheated on her. And as time went on she became more pretty to me. I loved her so […]