I have tried to kill myself before. i was a stupid, screwed up kid. not for suicide. but for the failed attempts. if i had ended it all then and there, no one wold have gotten attached and i wouldnt have caused so much pain to those people whom love me in my life. there is another entry here that says that the person says that they are lucky to be a zero, that person indeed needs to consider, that i was nothing. and i tried to be nothing. being nothing is IMPOSSIBLE once it goes away. screwing up is not impossible but not EXISTING […]