i guess i technically relapsed today. i hadnt cut in 3 or 4 month maybe more. but i tried today. i didnt actually cut to cause significant bleeding because my knives are dull but they still managed to do their thing and trigger biological reaction. so guess back to day one. i dont think ill ever stop entirely. its like a biological cheat and my body knows it. ill keep trying not to do it often though.
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MidnightDove
MidnightDove
i don't want to really give off info but yeah, i'm a real person and you could probably ask me if your interested.
i think ive gotten through the toughest parts already, probably not but im here now. i feel like there is so many things that got me to this struggle and so few that keep me going. i used to cut in the past… at some point ill probably relapse. im fairly certain i dont eat enough because of mentality. i struggle with at least 1 existential crisis on a weekly basis. i tried to acid/LSD to escape from my issues and that fucked with me and that trip still messes with me to this day. i dont really know how much i wanna go into […]