I have noticed I and beginning to rely on little things to keep me going. I’ve taken notice of everyone’s happiness but my own. I think I’m slowly giving up on myself. This doesn’t seem good.
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MorbidBehavior
I shouldn’t need drugs to feel free. But I do. I should find a way to be happy on my own. And I do. But just like drugs, the happiness comes tumbling down and reality comes crashing in. I should be able to let people in. And I do. But as soon as they turn the knob to open the door I shut them out.
If I had a nickel for every time I asked myself what’s wrong with me, I would be rich. If I saved each tear from being abandoned, I would have an ocean. If I lost a piece of myself every time […]
When you grow up being told you’re worthless all the time, that’s what you believe. That’s how you define yourself. When you think you’re worthless you lose sight of a future. And right now…I want to let go of everything.