i’ve been having suicidle thoughts.. and im only 14.. i just want to hang myself and its done. i have a online boyfriend. family doesnt support me at all for that.. he is 14 also.. i feel as if im just not speacial fo him.. at school im just ‘Caroline’.. just a Caroline… I suck at gym.. no one wants me.. and for him hes athletic, has alot of friends ..and he doesnt know this side of me.. the suicidal side of me.. anyways, as if they would care if i was gone forever and i know my mom cares about me because once i was really […]