Hi. This is my first time posting here. My life was okay, always dark; but i never knew true darkness and depression until my friend killed himself in varsity. That destroyed me. Since then my dad died, my best friend has tried to kill himself, my other best best friend was/is becoming an alcoholic. But nevermind mind that. It was 6 months after my dad that I got really messed up. I couldn’t work any more, started suffering from post traumatic stress, panic attacks.. my girlfriend of 5 years left me too. Spent all my moving out money on trying to get better. Found […]