Why do I feel this urge to help others here? Even though I understand what they are feeling? (I can’t say I understand completely or I know how it exactly how it feels)
Well, I found this youtube channel few weeks ago and then this video. I think you all should watch it, its free.
just tried partial suspension again, but even that i could not go on. it just felt weird and it always seems like i’m dreaming, then i’m hyperventilating and shaking a lot and kind of wake up, hoping that it was all just a bad, horrible dream, only to realize it is not.
not sure if im doing it properly, tho.
The only person I want to talk to and felt comfortably doing so doesn’t really appreciate me anymore, although she is my “best friend” and ex-gf. All my “friends” are kind of tired of me. I’m just really alone and I want to end this. I’m fine with my reasons.
Not sure how to do it. I thought about the helium method but I have no idea where to get that and no money too.I even thought about jumping off of a bridge, but the tallest bridge in my city isn’t tall enough.
Well, found out that I can get a helium tank, not sure about the purity of the gas, and its not cheap either, but if its the only way I will get the money to buy it eventually. What about the rest? Where do I get the exit bag kit? I dont live in the US but I think I can buy from outside.