Are you doing okay?
Postal
just that one word, “aside”, makes me shudder, for what is ever really just put aside?–and you’ll carry on, eat, drink, be merry and most of all you’ll sleep well.
Then again there’s a good chance you won’t. This much I’m certain of: it doesn’t happen immediately. You’ll finish and that will be that, until a moment will come, maybe in a month, maybe feeling troubled or deeply in love or quietly uncertain or even content for the first time in your life. It won’t matter. Out of the blue, beyond any cause you can trace, you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceive them […]
Norma wore a fatsuit/ and that’s a caricature of me waiting for someone… Realizing this now. Haha if only
Not different…. Fatsuit….. Best part… The mob had no idea why they were saying what they were saying… No sweat I was trolled by an old woman in theory- and seeing the real her – I would never date someone like that- in a million years- maybe I miss the traditional slow paced and logical approach to life, that I grew up around. I don’t think anyone can find that with this girl… Such a waste of time!
I remember these hard days – ^this clown’s sick of quarantine^
4-24-2020 / Back then I had a crush on this girl – I dreamed up this like, not crazy-vindictive person. Someone smart- It ended so badly. I kept spotting her in different places. She’s from out of state. but I tried to look ahead and mind my own business anyway. and This is why ignoring your gut is bad… what a narcissist. She set all of that up to call me deformed and […]
It’s time to revisit the classic literary works I used to love.
Sidenote-Anyone ever been to an abandoned building knowing it was a treasure lost to time? For me, it was a small opera house with dark red curtains, a long time ago.
Back then, I was all about that. Exploring the ages. It was exciting- My friend’s great grandfather built a bomb shelter himself- he prepared for everything. I remember the technicolor orange that filled the room- so ugly – and how small it was… it had a ladder to a secret tunnel, all the way to the surface. Standing in the yard, you wouldn’t notice […]
Nice shoes or nice teeth?
lol^
and discovery is the mouth of a cave draped in vines, deep in the forest, untouched by anyone else.
I miss this feeling – Roaming aimlessly with a nervousness- and the abyss of feeling lost –
You always win something. You find something, and it’s gorgeous. The evergreen moss, the massive jaws drooling in the pouring rain. A chamber that breathes and echoes- a sweet reverberation. A hive you want to fill with candlelight and dark red wine. Still, it would feel empty- this imaginary place. The moss and woodwork are alive and on the outside – the thick flow of thriving life. Wood rots […]