I have researched many ways to kill myself. I told myself that if I was going to kill myself it would be by hanging. Just to test it I would tie the slip knot and put it around my neck. I would pull it up to the point where I couldn’t breathe and hold it for a few seconds. It have done this a few times. Now just a month later I have a really hard time thinking and I have had increased memory loss. My brain feels.. foggy I guess? I can’t really explain it. Now when I am at work I get exhausted […]
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nightdrink
I don’t know what to say.
For the first part of my life I thought that God had a plan for my life. Turns out I have no purpose. If I have a bad life I have no purpose. If I have a good life I have no purpose. I could work towards becoming happy but then what? What purpose does that serve? I do believe that there is an afterlife. I believe that If you follow God’s commandments you can eventually become a God and create worlds and gain cool powers. I thought maybe I had some eternal purpose. Now that I am thinking about it […]