I’m 39, no family, no friends, 2 cats. They have kept me alive for 10 years. I’ve suffered from deppression for over 30 years. My girlfriend, who I’ve held hostage for 10 years finally gave up. She realized she can’t help me the way I want to be helped. I love to hate myself, I’m locked down. 2 suicide attempts , one accidental OD. I was dead for 9 minutes. 4 years of heroin abuse. 6 years of therapy. I smoke pot like it was free. Sexually abused as a child by my cousin who lived across the street for 3 years. Lived on the […]