I’m just looking for love. I hate being in this world alone i just wish i had someone
Author
Nobear
Just want to die please…please let me die i don’t care anymore I’m worthless and only suck up life just end it

You know what i hate about dynamics is their not consistent

as unknown and yet we are recognized, as dying and yet look! we live, as punished and yet not handed over to death, as sorrowing but ever rejoicing, as poor but making many rich, as having nothing and yet possessing all things.

Dreading the dread I must face

- Hello is anyone there? Can you hear the screams from my mind and the tears from my heart?only delusion and madness respond why don’t you let us go we’re starving to get out we want the taste of fury to satisfy our hunger but then regret and sadness com in to spoil the flavor so what do I do?I have an empty plate of abyss spiced with rage and peace they do not complement each other well but, add a bit of fear to even out the contrast and to get that apathy to rise. make sure the taste of anger is subtle for it is a strong taste that no one will enjoy. now moving on to the side dish of despair it’s a dish all by itself filled with loneliness accompanied with a drink of pain the only way to enjoy this dish is to be alone without candlelights for darkness is the proper setting for devouring this meal. as it is this meal is so heavy you would rather have skipped this meal altogether but then you wouldn’t get to taste this inglorious entrée that is served to you morning,noon,and night you try to ignore this meal but you are so hungry to feel pity for yourself that you must eat no matter how painful, the substance of perspective temporally takes away the bitterness but the disturbing taste always returns, you feel the need to release your distaste for sanity releasing the rage…
