I know people have it worse off than me. I know that.. but still I just can’t take it anymore. I just can’t. I’m fighting a battle that I can’t win. I’m sorry I’m so weak and a burden. I don’t even know why I’m typing this. I need to die soon. I need to do the world a favor right? I’m nothing more than garbage. Garbage needs to be thrown away. So I just need to get up the courage to throw out the trash myself.