I’m not doing fine again. My heart is literally hurting. I’m hoping that I won’t get to see tomorrow. It just hurts so bad. I’m so sad and I can’t control it.
NoSense
it’s been almost a year since I’ve joined this group. I just want you guys to know that I’m still hanging by a thread. I’m not sure until when I’ll last. Still I think that you can call this “progress”. I’m not sure what to feel right now. This sadness never seems to fade away.
I hate this feeling. I want to be relevant somehow. People always come and go. Whenever you become friends with people, they just leave you for good or just ignore you. Fuck everything. I don’t really have a lot of friends and I am very picky when it comes to that. I just hate it when they leave you alone. I feel like an old used toy. I am thinking of self harm just to let them see that I’m not ok. I’m actually putting a lot of subtle clues about this shitty feeling. I want to get into an accident or something so I […]
I had another episode of sadness and wished to be in a comatose state. I think it is because of too much anxiety that I really don’t know how to cope with these that I just want to escape reality.
I feel so empty. I just want to share my feelings here. I am demotivated. Nothing excites me anymore. I just want it to end.
I don’t know why I am sad right now. I’ve been feeling terrible these past few months. It’s been like this for years, it comes and goes away. I just want to die. I don’t want this. I never asked for this.
Can someone share their experience regarding this? I am currently planning to have an appointment with a psychiatrist nearby. Are they really helpful? What do they actually do?
I woke up not feeling better. I wish I didn’t woke up. I felt I need to end it today. I’m not sure what to do. I want it to be painless as possible, but there’s no such way comitting suicide is painless. I’m thinking of overdosing myself with sleeping pills but I can’t buy it without a doctor’s prescription. Yet again, If I don’t do it today, I’ll still be in this endless loop of nothingness. I simply don’t have any motivation to continue my life. I don’t want to face reality. I don’t want to hurt my girlfriend’s feelings by breaking up with […]
I’ve been so stressed out these past few months. I wan’t to be an actor, but I guess life is just unfair and I don’t really know how can I achieve my dream. I’ve been delaying everything for almost 6 years because I am not that brave enough to follow what I want in life. I’m currently in a job that requires me to put so much effort that I can’t do it properly. I am also very envious of one of my acquaintance because he is currently becoming famous and was awarded. We shared the same dream. I wonder where did I go wrong. […]
I’m just not sure if I’m still happy or happy to begin with. I just don’t see anything worth enjoying. I just don’t feel anything. I just want everything to end. I was thinking on ending it myself but I thought of all the hassle and pain it would bring me. Even looking at painless ways to end my life is just not worth my time at all because almost all of the meds and pills out there should have a doctors prescription and stuff like that. It sucks. I’m just stuck here in an endless loop everyday hoping that I don’t wake up tomorrow.