Dear diary,
I guess being is better than trying to be loved, I always force a smile to my so called friends and mother, I always forced the hugs I gave, I always forced the tears back to my eyes, I think the world is better off without me cause all these lies, stupid people telling me they don’t care, they are always the people who gave up quickly, I hated the ones that gave up but now… now I envy them cause they are stronger, they don’t hurt the people they love by being riskless but learning to be careful about everyone they trust.
I was… […]