too afraid to do anything about it
Author
oropherwasright
I’m supposed to go to A&E if I feel suicidal. I keep talking myself out of it.
I haven’t actually attempted anything so it’s a bit pointless.
It’s an hour walk away so I’ll probably turn around after a while & go home anyway.
They don’t have the time/manpower to deal with my stupid bullshit right now anyway.
I’m supposed to tell this to my counsellor but I don’t know what to say, how to say it, I’ve been lying about how well I am which is very counter productive and a waste of money.
Today I counted how many pills I had in the house and how many I’d […]