Everything is going great for me…. My job, and my family and my physical health. I really have no worries in the world. Yet my mind is telling me I want to die. I’m bipolar and on a ton of meds which have been working pretty well. I’m not depressed and not too manic.
I just made arrangements to get some hard core drugs that I’m going to use in combination to see what happens. I haven’t touched illegal drugs in 3 years. However, that should slowly drift me off into neverneverland.
I’ve attempted suicide a few times but was saved everytime I went through with it. […]